Chicken Strawberry

"As a nation of servants, you don't flex your muscles at your master, from whom you earn most of your bread and butter."
-- Chip Tsao, HK Magazine columnist

I wonder how he thought this would be funny in any way?

He's lucky if his Pinay servant doesn't put rat poison in his coffee... =_=

I light the light of the moon in the blue, blue sky
I’m captured by such sweet, faint, and heavy things

Underneath this moonlight, without anyone knowing
I was only calling out your name
I searched for the future forever
Within this light…

Always, always, by my side, I felt the power that I believe in
Is moving distant and fragile things

Underneath this moonlight, without anyone knowing
I was only calling out your name
I believed in a quiet love
Within this light…

On a night when it seems like I can’t grasp anything
There isn’t a moment when I don’t think about you
There isn’t a day I don’t think about it
So that my lost heart will reach you

Underneath this moonlight, call my name
I’ll definitely go meet you, at any place
To your side

Without giving a single flicker, this moonlight
Was quietly gazing upon me
I searched for a future with you
Within this light…

"Teachers don't teach subjects.. They teach LIFE.."

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I have a new PC. I have a new DVD burner.. but.. I don't have anything to burn.. demmet.. wala naman akong DVD player so useless kahit magburn ako ng DVD movies/anime/sex scandal.. At bakit ko pa ibburn e pwede ko naman panoorin na lang sa PC... At.. Wala pa akong internet.. Mag aapply pa lang kami for DSL sa Wednesday kso baka hindi ma approve dahil nasa dulo kami ng sibilisasyon at baka hindi namin deserve magkaroon ng internet..

Do we have an argue here?

Walking...walking..walking..

Life is like a prisoner's long walk to prison..

For a brief moment, I stop and look outside the fence, longing to be free from the fate that awaits me.. I want to leave.. I want to escape..to run.. But everyone else is moving on.. The chains binding us together pull me back to my reality.. a harsh reminder.. stay in line.. keep walking.. don't waste time on meaningless things..

Stop fooling around.. Keep to your duties.. When you grow up, you'll be able to do whatever you want.. for now.. you have to study.. after that.. you have to work.. have a family.. take care of that family.. after that.. after all that.. I'll be too old to have fun..

Don't say stupid things.. not everyone is blessed.. count your blessings.. not everyone has what you have.. be happy with what you have... even if you can't have what you really want.. you have something.. others have nothing.. you have things you must do.. because you are blessed.. you have to pay for those blessings.. nothing is free..

I want to sleep.. just sleep.. I want to rest.. counting my blessings is tiring.. but I can't sleep.. I have to hold on to my blessings.. to do that.. I have to keep walking.. like everyone else.. keep walking.. until I reach the end.. in the end.. in the end there will be nothing to do, nothing to keep.. in the end.. when I have nothing.. I can rest..

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Life is Like a Boat by Rie Fu
(Bleach OST)

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

Breathing in the distance
As if I've become transparent
It seemed to be the dark
But I was merely blindfolded

I offer my prayers
And wait for a new day
To the end of the sea
That shines vividly

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

People's hearts move
And want to slip out
The moon in its new cycle
Brings along boats again

And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong

The journey is still continuing
On the calm days, too
The moon in its new cycle
Begins to shine on boats again

I offer my prayers
And wait for a new day
To the end of the sea
That shines vividly

And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Rowing the boat of destiny
The waves assault us
One after the next
But that's a wonderful journey, too
Any one of them is a wonderful journey

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We spend our lives looking for ourselves, our identity.

I was told I can only find my identity when I find the one person whom I know will accept me no matter what. Only then will I be able to be able to complete myself. I won't have to keep changing myself to please other people. What they think won't be important anymore because I know there will always be this one person who will catch me. Thinking about it.. maybe it's true. Thinking about it some more.. I think I'm starting to complete myself a little..

"They're just bitter 'coz they're leaving and nobody's sad about it."
--Anonymosity

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WAAAHHHHH!!!

My ass is broken!! Due to the "pleasant" weather yesterday, I slipped and fell flat on my booty. I have a bruise the size of a fist on my right buttcheek. It hurts everytime the tricycle hits a bump. TT_TT.. Torture for the next few days... It was bad enough that I was humiliated, being the only person to slip, rush hour pa yun so dami witnesses. PUPA! Wala pa tumulong sakin, tiningnan lang ako nung mga "gentlemen" then they walked on. Chivalry is dead na nga. Sa tagalog, patay na si Rizal. AMF! I hate my life. Ang yucky pa nung floor, may putik putik at mga upos ng sigarilyo. Tumagos ung basa hanggang sa underwear ko. YUCKY!!! >_

"Nanonood ka ba ng Project Runway? Kapangalan mo yung bakla dun!"
-- gay groupmate

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PUPANG INA NAMAN!!

GRR.. Pramis, nagpakahirap ako i-plagiarize si klaine and what do I get? A crappified poster that looks like it was drawn by a seven-year-old.. Pokanangyawangyanaman!!!

My faggot of a groupmate totally ruined the drawing!! Hindi siya marunong magkulay. Nagmukhang tuyot na dahon yung hair ng nekkid girl koh! GAWD! If I had known na bababuyin niya hindi ko na inistorbo si klaine. AMFUFU TALAGA. Nakakahiya itabi sa posters ng ibang groups yung poster namin. Crayons na nga lang ipinangkulay ang pangit pa. Labo-labo yung strokes tapos lumalampas pa sa linya yung colors. PUPA TALAGA. If I know naghire siya ng gradeschoolers to finish our poster. Dahil tamad siya at mas gusto pa niya manood ng reruns ng Project Runway kesa gumawa ng trabaho ng college student!! LITSE!!

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ANYWAYS.. Refer to title... Trap questions that you would never get right even if you tried..

GF: If I were a man, would you still love me?

1st Scenario:

BF: uhhh... no...?
GF: *wails* I thought you'd love me no matter what?! LIAR! *slap*

2nd Scenario:

BF: Of course, dear. I'll love you no matter what.
GF: WTF! FAG!

3rd Scenario:

BF: err... I don't know...
GF: *wails* So you're not sure if you'll love me no matter what?! *slapslap*

4th Scenario:

BF: ........
GF: You're not listening to me are you?! *nagnagnagnag*

..la lang.. tagal na walang post.. ^_^

"The person with the most NASTY replies from this person get's bonus points."

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Quote's from Malu Fernandez’s People Asia Article FROM BORACAY TO GREECE!

"However I forgot that the hub was in Dubai and the majority of the OFWs (overseas Filipino workers) were stationed there. The duty-free shop was overrun with Filipino workers selling cell phones and perfume. Meanwhile, I wanted to slash my wrist at the thought of being trapped in a plane with all of them."

"While I was on the plane (where the seats were so small I had bruises on my legs), my only consolation was the entertainment on the small flat screen in front of me. But it was busted, so I heaved a sigh, popped my sleeping pills and dozed off to the sounds of gum chewing and endless yelling of “HOY! Kumusta ka na? At taga sann ka? Domestic helper ka rin ba?” Translation: “Hey there? Where are you from? Are you a domestic helper as well?” I though I had died and God had sent me to my very own private hell."

"On my way back, I had to bravely take the economy flight once more. This time I had already resigned myself to being trapped like a sardine in a sardine can with all these OFWs smelling of AXE and Charlie cologne while Jo Malone evaporated into thin air."

"All in all, it’s been a pretty good summer. Jetting from the Aegean Sea to the Pacific may sound a bit pretentious until you wake up in economy class smelling like air freshener."


Her so-called 'apology' statement:

"As I type this, I’d like you to know that it’s not about whining, complaining and pregnant doging but just stating the facts. Just recently, I wrote a funny article in my magazine column and my friends thought it was hilarious. It was humorous and quite tongue-in-cheek, or at least I thought so, until the magazine got a few e-mails from people who didn’t get the meaning of my acerbic wit. The bottom line was just that I had offended the reader’s socioeconomic background. If any of these people actually read anything thicker then a magazine they would find it very funny. Most people don’t get the fact that they need pregnant doges like me to shake up their world, otherwise their lives would be boring and mediocre. I obviously write for the a certain target audience and if what I write offends you, just stop reading."

"Although it may sound elitist to you the fact is this country is built on the foundation of haves, have-nots and wannabes. One group will never get the culture of the other. Although I could mention that it is easier to understand someone who has a lower socioeconomic background that would entail a whole other page and frankly I don’t want to be someone to bridge the gap between socioeconomic classes. I leave that to the politicians in my family who believe they can actually help. Now I seriously ask you, am I being a diva or are people around me just lacking in common sense? Perhaps it’s a little of both!"

Statement from Malu Fernandez on the OFW Controversy

"I am humbled by the vehement and heated response provoked by my article entitled 'From Boracay to Greece!' which came out in the June 2007 issue of People Asia. To say that this article was not meant to malign, hurt or express prejudice against the OFWs now sounds hollow after reading through all the blogs from Filipinos all over the world. I am deeply apologetic for my insensitivity and the offensive manner in which this article was written, I hear you all and I am properly rebuked. It was truly not my intention to malign hurt or express prejudice against OFWs.

As the recent recipient and target of death threats, hate blogs, and deeply personal insults, I now truly understand the insidiousness of discrimination and prejudice disguised as humor. Our society is bound together by human chains of kindness and decency. I have failed to observe this and I am now reaping the consequences of my actions. It is my fervent hope that the lessons that Ive learned are not lost on all those who through anonymous blogs, engaged in bigotry, discrimination, and hatred ( against overweight individuals , for example )

I take full responsibility for my actions and my friends and family have nothing to do with this. To date I have submitted my resignation letters to both the Manila Standard and People Asia, on that note may this matter be laid to rest."


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Grabe.. Ayaw talaga magpatalo.. Fucking fat-ass insensitive, sheltered, self-righteous, discriminating, pompous, elitist, moronic BITCH!!!

"If you could rename yourself in real life, what would your name be and why?"

I'd say Andrea so Avecilla wouldn't have trouble saying my name...

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This entry came to me a few days after reading PDI’s Saunday magazine feature on anime fans.

Q: How much time do you spend on watching anime or reading manga?

A: That depends. I usually try to stay away from them unless I’m on vacation because once I get started, I don’t stop until I finish the whole series. I once stayed up for 24 hours straight while reading Slam Dunk manga. I can’t stop even if I know I have class the next day.

Q: How much do you spend on anime?

A: I try not to spend at all. I borrow from friends if they have it. Sometimes I ask them to download it for me. But if I really, really like series, I buy a copy for myself. This could mean around Php100- 300, depending on the source.

Q: Do you like cosplaying?

A: I want to cosplay. I think it’s fun. But I don’t because it costs a lot of money and I don’t have the confidence to pull it off. It’s not as simple as wearing a costume, you have to act like the actual character. Sometimes I get irritated by people who say they cosplay but they actually just wear flashy costumes.

Q: What do you think of the state of anime in the Philippines?

A: I’m glad that people are now accepting the fact that anime isn’t just a kid’s thing. Now that anime is getting more and more mainstream, it’s easier to access and you have more people who can relate with. What I don’t like about it is that some people tend to get on the bandwagon just for the sake of being “in”. It’s like seeing something you love become commercialized.

Q: How do you want people to see Pinoy otakus?

A: Not all Pinoy otakus are the same. Some are really hardcore, memorizing everything about everything and collecting every paraphernalia there is. Others forget the names of characters right after watching an episode. What is common is their love for anime. As with real love, there are many ways of showing this. That is why people shouldn’t expect Pinoy otakus to be costume-wearing geeks who talk about nothing else other than anime. Most Pinoy otakus are ordinary people who happen to be interested in something.

Q: Do you want to become Japanese or to live in Japan?

A: NO. Japan is a nice place to visit but I wouldn’t want to live there. I probably wouldn’t have liked anime if I were Japanese. I didn’t like anime because it was from Japan. I liked it as it was. I came to like anime as a Filipino. That is because I was raised with an open mind, therefore, I can appreciate things without bias of where it came from. There are people who want to live and die in Japan and wished that they were Japanese, but that’s them. As I said, not all otakus are the same.

Q: Why did you decide to interview yourself about this?

A: Because I felt uncomfortable with PDI’s treatment of some stories on Pinoy otakus. It felt like I wasn’t a human being and that an otaku was all I was. Maybe it’s just me. Maybe it’s PMS. Whatever it is, I want to publish this in my blog.

"A dishonest man you can always trust to be dishonest..."

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Everyone knows what a social butterfly is, right? Good. I don't have to explain. But does anyone know what a social caterpillar is? It's this selfish little lifesucker that crawls from one branch to the other, eating everything in it's way. At one point or another, everyone becomes a social caterpillar. But then we go into our social pupa then, hopefully, come out as a social butterfly. Sometimes, though, there are social caterpillars who REFUSE to get in their social pupa. They don't want to go through the hard work of changing themselves. They go on eating and eating, taking and never giving. And they become BIG FAT LYING BASTARDS WHO BLAME THE WORLD FOR EVERYTHING THEY FUCK UP!! How dare you act so fucking high and mighty, and make such a big deal about people lying to you when you're one fucking lying son of a butterfly yourself?! (STRESS ON THE FUCKING!!!)

*sigh*

Just watched the betrayal episode of Grey's Anatomy the other day. I don't know why I watch the series.. It's so depressing..

"The world is still the same, there's just less in it."
-- Jack Sparrow

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WEEEEEEEEEE!!

Just watched Pirates 3 with zuri_chan. I had a lot of questions 'coz I didn't see Pirates 2. But on it's own, it was good enough. It definitely was a Jerry B. film. I liked the classic piratey fight scenes towards the end of the movies. It was a LOT more depressing than Pirates 1 though. So many dead people. Oh well...

ANYWAYS

Today, zuri_chan and I celebrated our 19th monthsary. Five more months and we hit the two-year mark. Can't wait to get there though some people say I've gotten a lot cheesier the past year and a half.. O_o

"Mine has more destructive power!!"
-- Takamura Mamoru

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*sigh* .. I just watched Hajime no Ippo for the 10th time this morning.. *sigh*.. It doesn't get old.. I can't believe I never paid attention to it before.. It's depressing they don't have more episodes.. TT_TT

I've been wondering... Which side of a choco cornet is the head? The fat side or the skinny side? At first I thought it was the skinny side because it looked like a fat person with his/her back turned... But it does look like a seashell.. But if it is a shell... shells don't have heads.. so if its a shell, the head should be the chocolate oozing out... right? but it's gross when you think it's a sea creature.. but then.. it's better than a shitting fat dude...O_o

The early bird gets the worm.The early worm... gets eaten.

-Norman Ralph Augustine

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Reading chibi_boom post got me reminiscing...I had a high school friend who used to irritate me a lot. She kept taking my stuff and using them without asking, I never told her it annoyed me. One day I just snapped and lashed out at her in the middle of our school canteen. I was making so big a commotion even the magic card players stopped to watch us. Meanwhile my friend was just crying in the corner after a monoblock chair almost hit her in the face. My other friends were just stunned. That was the first time they saw me lose my temper. I never talked to that person again after that. She apologized several times though...I always thought I was being a good friend by being patient with her. That it was her own fault that I snapped...But every time I remember the look on her face...I wonder..Even after that I had the same problem with another friend. Why is it so hard to tell your friend something's wrong?

Well anyways, what's done is done. I'm just reflecting. I just hope whoever reads this won't have the same regrets.

"Those who hate most fervently must have once loved deeply;
those who want to deny the world must have once embraced what they now set on fire."
- Kurt Tucholsky (stolen from a YM stat message.. I like it.. its... profound..XD)

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GRAHHHH.. I'm still covered in red spots and the itching has worsened.. The weather is not cooperating either.. I'm melting.. which makes me itch more... TT_TT

And I want ice cream!! I keep seeing Carmina's commercial. Selecta Moo ice cream is only 99 pesos and I cant afford it.. TT_TT ... WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN MEEEEEEE?????!!!!

And I got depressing news early this morning... ULTRAMAN WHY ARE YOU SO FAR OUT OF MY REACH?! I want you.. You look so soft and huggable.. But I know I can't have you.. and soon... you will be gone forever... *le sigh*... such is the tragedy of my life...

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Umm.. I don't really understand japanese but if that means what I think it means then, thanks.. I guess.. Unless it means the opposite of what I hope it means.. nuuu~

"Much of our lives is spent on trying to understand others and in wishing others understood us better than they do."
- Gordon Allport

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Look!Look! I have a new avatar! This will express all my angst, anger, hatred etc in future posts. Yey!

On other matters...

I am currently covered in red spots partly thanks to our wonderful weather and partly because of the four bottles of alcohol I drank last night. This time I swear I really am never going to drink again...

Thats it. Did I forget to say anything else? No I didn't...

Hm..hm..hm..hm...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~

"This is me...."

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Cows sure love to graze. Once they've eaten up everything, they move on to the next meadow and never look back.

... I guess running away isn't so bad. At least you won't be around to see all the pain you've caused. It's easier to say, "I'm trying" or "This is who I am". Anyway, why would you bother actually doing something for people who're just as selfish as you are. It's impossible that they might actually really care about you- no strings attached. That's ridiculous... It doesn't really matter. They'll stick around. If they don't, it's their loss. You know what? A "Thank you" and a "Sorry" isn't enough...

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I want to watch Mr. Bean's Holiday.. But everytime I make plans to watch a movie, it always gets jinxed so... "I will not watch Mr. Bean's Holiday!!!"

"I've got balls of steel, why don't you get some?!"
-- Deng

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The quote above has to be one of my favorites when I was an app.. And I REALLY want to dedicate it to a certain idiot who has been getting on my nerves lately.. REALLY.. REALLY.. REALLY..

If you are truly incapable of growing jewels, please, please, please, PLEASE bang your head against the wall and end your misery... It will certainly make the world a better place..

At any rate, I seem to be having peculiar dreams lately.. I wonder if it means anything... I haven't had dreams I could remember in quite a while.. hmm..

Lastly, am I the only one who watches Pinoy Big Brother? Am I the only one who wants Maricris or whatever her name is, to die? She pisses me off so much I can't stop watching.. >_

"You are mine, Baby."

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Yesterday, Zuri and I celebrated our 18th monthsary... Yay! WE've been together for 1 and a half years.. We went to Celeb to eat then played billiards afterwards.. I won 5 games in row.. I'm a good.. heh.. But I think he was letting me win... Kalahati ng mga tira niya scratch.. O_o .. Oh well.. A win is a win.. ^___^


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It feels sad that my happiness is causing someone else pain.. Especially since that person used to be a very important friend.. I wish I could help that person, but everytime I try, things just get worse... Maybe things are better if we didn't see each other anymore.. Pretending not to know is frustrating..

"Ang kailangan mo gawin, humanap ka ng computer, punta ka sa CRS para mag enlist sa CWTS2 tapos print mo yung Form5A then proceed with your enrollment. Ganun lang. *SMILES*"

--Perky Registration Assistant

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I left the house 7am this morning, hoping I can finish enrollment before lunch...

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I just wanted to say...

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PUTANG INANG PUKINANG INANG REAL-TIME ONLINE ENLISTMENT YAAAANNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!

*heave*

...now I'm pissed that I don't have a userpic to express how I feel... GODDAMMIT!!

"(April 7 and 8, 2007)
2x EXP EVENT 12 Noon- 12 Midnight
(Strife|Havoc|Fury|Alab)"

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Hmm... I feel like I've betrayed my roots for becoming an e-games player... First Audition, now Ran... I don't want to go back to RO in fear of repeating history... AT LEAST I can stop myself when playing e-games coz of their sucky exp rates... Suckier than pRO.. *sigh*

ANYWAYS

I feel I'm responsible for what my little brother had become.. I blame my lack of religion and sense of responsibility... Since I bum around a lot, he thinks it's ok... The problem is, it takes years of training to become a professional bum.. He's too young to be acting like me...

Lil Bro: Ate, bakit Good Friday? Akala ko ba patay si Jesus?
ME: Good kasi naligtas tayo dahil dun..
Lil Bro: Ate, bakit Black Saturday?
ME: Black kasi patay si Jesus on that day...
Lil Bro: Eh bakit Easter Sunday?
ME: Easter kasi... err... dumadating yung Easter bunny... /swt..now stop asking questions!

"Twenty years old? Or twenty plus n? Such that n is any integer higher than 3... Hehehe"
--Sir Avecilla

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La lang.. Nagpunta ako Ozine nung Sunday. Obviously I didn't win the wii.. Oh well.. Meron naman akong Goomba (with wings!)... It was alright.. Hindi ako makatagal sa loob for more than 10 minutes... init, dami tao.. pero after so long, napanood ko na rin sa wakas magperform ang tRANCE... stress on the napanood dahil hindi ko sila marinig ng maayos thanks to the sound system... weird.. oh well..

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Leave it to Sir Chito to end my sem with a bang*. 11pm na kami natapos sa panonood ng film kagabi. Nag 30-item quiz pa kami pagkatapos.. Labo pa nung mga questions.. Wala ako nasagutan.. pag gising ko kaninang umaga ang sakit ng katawan ko sa sobrang pagod... Lintik.. 1pm dapat exam namin, dumating xa 5pm.. ARGH!!

*For clarification purposes, the term "bang" used in this post is a metaphor that means "in a spectacular way"... or something to that effect..

P.S. ung quote sa taas ung sinabi ni Sir Chito nung sabi ko 20 years old na ako.. Ako daw ung senior citizen ng class namin... --_--